I was reminded today that I do have what it takes to get everything done this semester and that I’m more than capable of handling it. So let’s quit the bitching and get to it. Time for a change. New look, new ways, new me. Push all the way to the end; no letting up. My Grandpa would throw in a, “Put your nose to the grindstone!”, whatever that meant. My breaking point was last night, and I’m embarrassed by it. It needed to happen, it told me to take the next few steps. Let’s go.
Received word before anyone else out of my immediate family today that my uncle and aunt are now split. This is so hard. I’ve just informed my father and brothers, collectively deciding the best way to break this news to my mom. This semester will surely break me.
“And I wanna find you living out the dreams you had when you were just a little girl. And I wanna hold you when this broken world gets scary, ‘cause you’re still just a little girl.”—Harrison Hudson, “Little Girl”
Finally got my tea and coffee, and saw my parents. It’s sunday, go Bills and Yankees! Let the week begin… Friday going to Buffalo to my brother & sister-in-laws, I can’t wait… Long week to go before then.