After all, I will always have this overwhelming feeling that in my life, I’ve pushed people away… I mean, I did push people away… And I… I hate myself for that. i was the one not listening to them. i was the one always whining. i was the one not reaching out enough. i was the one not seeing where they were coming from… I could have been a better friend, and I wish people would know that it is not too late.
Is it that I am afraid, knowing that all things fall apart?: All too many have gained my trust, then passed through on their way.. Or maybe I pushed them out by some means… Or maybe it is not serious as I place my rewards of trust… So this week I’ve come to be a part of this family that makes up my building’s staff… But here I am, why am I feeling like this? Have I answered it?… and yet I post my feelings towards a void because that’s exactly what we do to feel better.
lately i’ve been wandering around looking for my up and down oh, lately i’ve been all over town what is lost and never found i want to find tonight i will be alright i will be just fine and i know that better days will come